On my tour of the new chapel, I was led through the gorgeous space, and at the end, I was brought to their "family room". This room was the only room in the hospital that was converted into a hospice room. Family and friends could spend their last precious moments with their little loved ones before they passed. At that moment, I had little flashes of my life for the past 12 years. I remembered that great desire to become a nurse because I wanted to help bring comfort and healing to those that were hurting. And I remembered the great sense of shame and failure I had when giving up that dream. Those feelings crept up in life for years. And here I was, years later doing the thing I wanted but in the right way, making art. I was humbled, speechless, in awe, and was so incredibly thankful. Many, many times after this, I have doubted being an artist, mainly because it's hard to pay the bills. I have wondered if it is worth all the work and stress of waiting for the next art purchase. But when I have my doubts, I remember the Children's Mercy commission and am reminded that is what I know I was made to do. I know I want to live my life being creative and helping others together.
Since working with textiles in the last 16 years I have had many stories like this. The process and the act of actually sitting at my loom and weaving have been a gift of healing to me in so many ways. It has helped me process and heal from loss, deal with health issues and chronic pain along with anxiety. Every day I get to sit at my loom is not only an act of creativity but is also therapeutic.
I love with all my being, to create. I desire to make work that is beautiful, genuine, thoughtful, and inspiring. I am passionate and grateful for each day I get to be in my studio. Each day is a gift and I want to live out my passion for being creative and helping others every day of my life. My dream is to continue to make artwork for both hospitals and mental health and counseling facilities along with places of worship like churches and the weaving to others on a smaller scale through providing Frame Loom Weaving and Paper Weaving Kits to be used in medical facilities and beyond.
Please follow subscribe to the Healing with Weaving to get all the updates on how you can learn to weave and learn about the healing benefits of weaving. Healing with Weaving, right now it is in the beginning stages trying to find support to help fund Frame Loom Kits with supplies and instructions to be used at Children Mercy Hospital in North Kansas City for not only the young patients but their families and friends and the amazing hardworking staff members. I would eventually like to see this turn into a nonprofit to heal reach thousands of people going through tough times and need something healthy and creative to help process their anxieties, pain, and grief. When we take time like this for ourselves, it helps us heal and work through our pain, and in my experience thankfulness and joy are a result. If you would like to help support my passion and mission through a helpful supportive message or a cash donation specifically for Healing with Weaving, please contact me through my website with the subject, Healing with Weaving.
Thank you so much for taking the time to read this and for all your support. I look forward to following this path with Weaving with Healing. I will keep you updated along the way. And a special thank you to all those who have supported my making journey, my dear husband, family, friends, collectors, customers, and those that I have never met but have followed my work on social media and online. To you, I am forever thankful. With your support, I am encouraged to be creative every day.
Much love, healing, and hope to you all,
Debbie